Bad Night

Last night, I just wanted to get in my car and drive away. Instead, I sat on the backyard swing and had a good cry. Jaelyn's tantrum started at bedtime as she was (or actually wasn't) putting on her nightgown. I have no idea what triggered it other than pure exhaustion. She had been awake since 5:30 yesterday morning. It took about an hour and a half for her to get it out and settle enough to go to sleep. She was up at 6:30 this morning; so still not enough sleep. This is so hard.